Yeah, school.

You know what I hate? When a teacher intentionally puts you in a bad situation. When a teacher intentionally says something bad or wrong about you to another teacher, when you're sitting right there. I'm so sick of this school, I'm sick of the 5 hours of homework I have to look forward to when I get home, I'm sick of the bossy-know-it-all's that think they own this school, I'm sick of the preps, I'm sick of the jocks, I'm sick of everyone and everything here. I've had to put up with this for 12 years, every single day for 6 to 7 hours a day with no break in between. I can't take it anymore. I'm so tired of everything. When will it be my turn to do something I want to do?

I'm so tired.

It's been a while and I've changed a lot.

Don't tell me I'm beautiful, if you don't mean it.

I'm not entirely sure what to say...

Just sitting in class, I would have never thought that my best friend would be sitting at home crying her eyes out. I've told her not to cry, so hopefully she listens. This morning, Taku from Heisei Ishin passed away unexpectedly. No explanation at this time as been given. I'm not entirely sure what to say. Heisei Ishin was a great band, and Taku was just so happy. His smile was beautiful, and his personality two times that. What do I say at a time like this. All I know is that this year has been horrible. There has been too many deaths this year. I really just don't know what to say. Please rest in peace dear. God, we love you.